Seriously Panda....

Only slept aboout 4 hours last night after coming home from Zouk at 2.30am... Only after waking up that I realised I already had breakfast at 1.45am...kinda of uncomfortable now. Didn't feel like having coffee in the morning because I still feel bloated but yet I need caffeine. Glad that I found some green tea in the office....really reminds me of the times in Japan. So nice unlike now..so ironic... Plan to 'cut off my arm' cause it's rotting till I don't feel the pain and its causing me to "act happy" as if nothing happened.... In denial? Or maybe human being's sense of self-comfort had already kicked in, before I break down.